最近的工作壓力很大
常常出現那種突出常理的要求
一定要在某某限期前交貨
“講多也沒有用，人家要用了”
WTF，不用要看趕不趕得及呀。
應付“敬愛”的客戶更加是力盡筋疲
要叼他們又不行，媽的身心操勞不已。
等到撲上撲下死出來那份東西
及時在two three five nine之前更新
過幾天后去看，動都沒有動到。
那時候真的是只能怪自己
沒本事沒毅力沒有用不敢跳出來闖一番大事業。
打工仔就是永遠沒出息，媽的。
受人控制的感覺真不好。
看到經理們的樣子，我以後快快爬，快快爬
就是現在他們那種樣子嗎？
這個是5年10年的我嗎？
會為做錯一個東西在擔心被老闆罵？
在那邊擔心這個那個嗎？
唉呀。煩惱。不去想了。
等我review2008年后
定下一年計劃時候再決定怎麽做。
可能真的會看破出來賣甘蔗水了這次。
回到家，腦袋還是在不停地轉動
頻率超快的。。。
趕快去游泳看看能不能解壓
入到水裏，精神了，專心地游
情況好了，但是那個心還是靜不下來。
不能了，要出殺手鐧了。
煮水，泡茶。
靜下來，端坐，洗乾淨茶具，
過水，溫杯，煮茶，
聞香（這裡已經開始靜下來了，大紅袍確實是好茶啊~~）
品，茶水經過舌尖，來到舌底腮邊兩旁
燙了兩下子，喝下去。。。。。wu~~~一流啊~~
總算靜下來了。
alhamdullillah.
來，聼歌
Sometimes faith can lose you.
Your life are horrible, your life are sucked.
Everything surrounding sucks~~~
But that doesn’t mean you should say you want to give up, want to die!
如果命运女神定了你的命，
生活就像强奸，不会反抗就躺下来享受？？？？
WTF把命运女神抓过来强奸不就行了？
Everyone are forced to be optimistic!!!
Its obvious that miracles come when you believe!
🙂
献给生活，爱情，工作，健康不如意的人
When You Believe
Many nights we’ve prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraid
Although we know there’s much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we knew we could
There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it’s hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe
In this time of fear
When prayers so often prove in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds
To swiftly flown away
Yet now I’m standing here
My heart’s so full I can’t explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I’d say
There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it’s hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe
They don’t always happen when you ask
(Oh)
And it’s easy to give in to your fears
(Oh…Ohhhh)
But when you’re blinded by your pain
Can’t see your way straight throught the rain
Small but still, resilient voice
Says love is the relief
(Ohhh)
There can be miracles
(Miracles)
When you believe
(Lord, when you believe)
Though hope is frail
(Though hope is frail)
It’s hard to kill
(Hard to kill, Ohhh)
Who knows what miracles,you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will(somehow,somehow, somehow)
somehow you will
You will when you believe
You will when you
You will when you believe
Just believe…in your heart
Just believe
You will when you believeeeeeeeeeee